That i do believe i love you.
Like every cliche blog post starting line that people are having, happy chinese new year (: Its already 3 days into cny and tmr's the last day of visitation that we're having before school starts. This is going to be an emo post, yeah i know its supposed to be a happy new year, but the stoning at people's house, long and boring days, long car trips have made me think alot about, how it used to be.
I never wanted to agree with the saying that time and distance can really make people drift apart. Alrght, maybe its true in relationships, but i always thought friendships would be able to withstand such tests. And its because of you that I held on to this belief. It seems like im slowing admitting defeat to what people are saying about this, and yeah, im experiencing what it really feels like right now. Nowadays when i think back about the past, it feels like everything had came and gone like the wind. We always thought "staying in contact" was such an easy thing to do, a promise so easy to keep. Little did we realise, feelings do fade away when we dont notice them, and needless to say, memories.
Even if there isnt the distance to keep people apart, things change so quickly, and faster than we can ever imagine. People always come and go, and sometimes, we're too busy with our own stuffs to show concern for each other. These days, i find myself so occupied with my things to do, that i seldom have the time to have a good chat with the people i really care about. Things are not the same, not anymore.
But still, to me, those days we shared before are priceless. And they always will be.
Dear friend(s), you know i really miss you, right? :]
I realised it always takes me some time to get back to reality.